COOKING
Cooking is an art......I accept it.....but being in middle-class family I was always been exposed that doing house works or working in kitchen is a punishment for not studying good..... Now I am partially being depressed ...when I cook for my family or formyself I feel more depressed I feel like I am back to failure and can't stand for myself...it makes me week.....daily one time cooking is fine but I can't cook 3meals a day ....no one can understand this ....why am I being misunderstood always....why do I hurt myself....I allow people to hurt me...now feeling sad...... Why am I born like this...unfit for everything...can't even console myself letting tears role down my cheeks .........heart being cleaved remembering all my failures....how many times I have to fall ....can't I stand atleast once......why God you made me like this.....why do I always hurt my parents everytime when they built their hopes on me I destroyed them .....I broke the trust they have on me with ...