AMMU's meanings

 Why do everything I love is always far away and our of reach for me and I am always not eligible for anything I wish for.....I wanna end this....such a cursed fate I have ......loving something is always a bad thing ....I guess I have done a terrible mistake to suffer through all these,hope I can go back and undo all my wrong doings.....please god give me a chance to correct me.... please let me know why I am at mistake, where I am at mistake....I just wanna give up on everything

 The emotion which I refuse to take....and I don't want anyone to pity my loved ones ....I hate it when some pities me.....plzzz I don't wanna listen to pity in my life

Why does it effects you.....you weren't there with me at that time but everytime you holds me accountable for it....I don't wanna explain myself......why every one need explanation to understand my affection towards them  Why can't they search my face for a possible answer and could find it.....I can't explain you everytime you think about it If it goes on ....I doubt your love for me .....if I had been any further you would have treated me like a sinner .....like air in your life..... I don't need you if this still effects you