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MAKE ME REMEMBER

 Sorry to everyone who ever gave hug ......because I don't remember the feeling of comfort , I don't remember the feeling of crying in someone's arms , I don't remember how it feels when some one says soothing words in my ear or when someone clears my tears from my eyes  I dont know how it feels , I don't know why I don't even crave for that might be because I forgot the taste or I don't know the taste atall

CONFIDENCE

 Something happen today....I felt pretty jealous in my whole life right now in my brain I could never gather up courage to say those words  Today my aunt has to reach someplace my dad taken responsibility to drop her , unexpectedly my dad's friend visited and they together gone to someplace on some work  I thought they might get late and my aunt was getting ready to leave  My mom said that dad would be late ..... Then my aunt said" however he will come to drop me , by the way the guest is not so important than me"  Might be that is her natural attitude but my dad is the one I have a boundary love i can never even think of crossing that line and take him as granted...I know that he will do anything for me but I fear he might feel worked up, for me he has done beyond limit , he just accepted what ever my choice was in my career,only one time he bargained to take his choice , that was the first and last time ,after that I was the one always had to choose  Than...