OUT OF SPACE

 Feeling out of space.........just wanna escape the situation........I am just uncomfortable.......I can't tag along with the conversation........the conversation isn't harmful but feels irritated.....felt like I am missing myself.....I guess it's been long time communicated with others......it felt weird I just wanted to run away..........might be finding myself..........

But whatever it is feeling is very uncomfortable I just let it slide......it's really bad

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